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Hari ini aku bersama teman satu kelompok telah mengikuti grand final lomba senam satu angkatan. Tentu saja kita bangga, bahagia dan tak bisa diungkapkan dengan kata-kata semua yang terindah ketika pengumuman pada hari Sabtu minggu lalu. Namun sayang, kita tidak masuk tiga besar alias pemenang. Pada waktu kita tampil, terjadi banyak kekurangan di sana-sini, sering lupa, tidak kompak, pokoknya berantakan. Kita kecewa, pasti. Aku juga termasuk anak yang kecewa itu. Tapi kemudian aku berpikir, kita pasti bukanlah kelompok yang sangat buruk, kita sebenarnya bisa. Kalau kita kelompok yang buruk, mengapa kita sampai masuk ke grand final? Kita sudah berusaha dengan keras, kostum dipilih sedemikian rupa, menyewa instruktur terbaik, bahkan kita telah menghafal hampir semua gerakan senam ketika teman-teman dari kelompok lain masih keteteran merancang gerakan senam, kita pun kelompok yang paling rajin latihan senam setiap minggunya dibandingkan kelompok-kelompok lain sepengetahuan kita. Di saat tampil, kita telah tampil penuh percaya diri, semangat, kompak dan indah gerakannya. Semua yang telah kita lakukan adalah yang terbaik menurut kita. Jika kita tidak menjadi pemenang, mungkin itulah yang terbaik untuk kita, mengapa begitu? Karena kita telah melakukan semua yang terbaik. Kecelakaan yang terjadi bukanlah kesalahan kita, itu adalah faktor X yang datang secara tiba-tiba tanpa kita duga. Setiap kejadian yang terjadi pasti ada faktor X yang tidak kita duga, biasa kita sebut kecelakaan. Namun tingkat keparahan yang membedakan hanyalah besar kecilnya kecelakaan. Nah, besar kecilnya tingkat kecelakaan itu tergantung pada diri kita yang menganggapnya. Jika kita menganggap kecelakaan itu kecelakaan kecil maka kita akan bisa menerimanya, menerima segala keputusan yang terjadi dengan lapang dada. Tapi jika kita menganggap itu adalah kecelakaan besar, maka sekecil apapun kecelakaan yang terjadi akan terasa berat dan menyakitkan buat kita, dan jika ini dibiarkan akan menimbulkan petaka hati kita sendiri. Oleh karena itu, apapun yang terjadi pada diri kita, mari diterima dengan lapang dada karena itulah yang terbaik untuk kita sebab kita telah melakukan yang terbaik yang kita bisa. .

About islam

Hey, Hoe gaan dit met jou? Wat maak jou?
Hahaha, you must be confuse when you read my sentences. It mean: Hey, How are you doing? what are you doing? Its Afrikaans languages.
My friends, now I wanna tell you about my extraculicular. I join to karate (OSH!) and PMR. First time, I choose UKKI (Unit Kegiatan Kerohanian Islam. Islamic Religion Activity Unit). But I feel disappoint when the launching of UKKI, they show me and future member of UKKI a movie about Islam is a bad religion. Me (as moslem woman) feel sad, why moslems made a bad movie like that. This movie titled: "A Woman With Turban". It tells about a woman who got sexual abuse, broken home with her husband, and you know, blue film is concluded in (scene when a moslem woman made love with her boyfriend)! If you want to know more about islam and freedom, don't ever see that movie!
Islam is peaceful religion, with freedom and responsible. Our God never prevent us to study. Our prophet, asked us to study from born until die. And he also asked us to study until China (cause this country is far enaugh from Mecca). Thus, there's no forbidden to study every good thing. Give me your opinion!

closefriend

DeAr, FrIends! i wanna sHaRe mY fEElIng. i'Ve cLosefRieNd, his name is... Jessiano. He's from South Africa. But not only hi, I also have others closefriend, their name are: Angelique, Keenan, Jefferson, Jaylin and Ntombi. They all are from South Africa. They have a lot of same, nice, ridiculous, friendly but the difference of Jessiano with other my friends, he's the first boy who release his love to me (maybe the last). But I don't love him. Let you guess! You know friends, why I refuse him? I felt confuse that time. Yeah, he’s fine and love me as his future wife (he said to me! Swear! But I think it just bullshit). He’s long enough be my chatmate and I consider him just friend like Angelique, Keenan, Jefferson (Angelique’s boyfriend). Perhaps I like him, but I doubt I love him. No, NO! it’s too early to love someone who never face to face with us, right? Besides, I’m not ready yet able walk my day with sad, cry just because of broken heart. My junior high scool friend, just broke up with her ex-boyfriend. Early, when I arrived in the school I couldn’t find my classmates, I think they all still in their house. From house, I planned to cheat my friend because I couldn’t do my English homework. Almost every class still closed. I saw my friend who I met yesterday dating with her boyfriend, walked to her class and I interested to mock her. Then, I begin to mock her. But I was very shock when I mock her, suddenly she cry aloud. I feel so guilty and I said sorry to her. Without asking, she told me that she just broke up. She cry aloud. Then, I looked at her eyes, I couldn’t say a word! I never court and of course I never brake up. Yesterday and the days before it happen, sometimes I cried because nobody love me (except JC).you know, no boy (Indonesian people) ask me to be his girlfriend. And I cry my self. Am I too ugly? Am I too stupid? Like that, several questions stay in my mind. But, after know that broken heart is so bad, I give thanks to God. I believe, He give me the best in my life. The day before, I guess that being single is shame and horrible but now I realize that cry because of broken heart is more loud than cry because of single forever. Like me! You know, I’m not willing promotion ‘bout Oppie .A’s song, but I just tell my experience(never court). You know, when I tears because of single, I never tears until I go to school, but my friend did it. Yeah, I never feel what the sense of broken heart, so I can’t make her smile as usual. I only said, “You can trust me to save your secret safely.” A sentence which always I say if somebody tells about her secret. I can’t give her diamond words as wise woman, ‘cause I never brake up. Formerly, I force my self to hold a boyfriend. It shame if I don’t have a boyfriend. But, ‘till the end of Junior High School nobody ask me to be his girlfriend (again: except JC). Then, I realize that over force self to get something isn’t good to my physic and mental. So, I try make promise so that i’ll never force my self anymore. Now, I just wanna walk my day ordinarily, go with the flow (says Cinta Laura). Haha… Thus, What about you? Do you in an opinion with me?

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Dear Gals! Now, I wAnt tO tEll yOu AbOut mY aCtiviTies. I'm sTiLL sChool aT SmaNsaSoo TeNTh gRader. I lIke AdveNtuRe aND I l0vE roCk, too... I'm SiNgLe aNd I liKe t0 ChaTTing wIth fOreigN fRienD. N0w, I haVe 2 f0Reign Friend, tHey aRE Ntombi and Jaylin from South Africa. d0 yOu waNna BE my fRiend?

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hI, MaFidanDi maNia... kaLi iNi qT bAkaL nGebAhas tEnTANg nAsioNaLisme. sEcaRa... bArU beBerapa hARI laLu Qt nGeRayaIn hErOes dAy(pAan, Tuh???) nAh, kAreNa Qt lAiR di InDoneSiA, TumBuH, bERkeMbaNg sAmpek gEde GInI Qt MaSih dI sIni oTomaTiS qt WaJib dOng nGEjaga eN nGebUat iNdoNesIA bAngGa. cArAnYa??? gAmpaNG bAngET!! bUat yOu2 yG pElaJar ya bElajAr dEngAn suNgguH2(nAmanYA JugA PELAJAR). GaMPAng BanGet, kAn? sEcaRa qT2 KaN ngGak UsAh kERja aTO nYAri dUit, nGGak uSah pEraNg saMpe2 mEngorbAnkAn jIwA, rAga eN harTa. sO, Let'S dO iT nOw!!!

bEtwEEn sPoRts aNd hErOeS

hI... MaFidanDi maNia...?!? kaLi iNi Qt bakAlaN biCaRain hAl yG gAk JAuh2 bAnget daRi ouR LifE, yAitu.. sPort! kLo bIcaRaiN sPort qT2 niH jaDi iNgat Ma aDRiyaNti fIRdaSarI. kLo Udah NgOmOngiN dO'i So pASti pErtaNyaannYa bUkan "Cp, tUwww???" SeCaRa "Cp sEEEh yG gAk KenaL ma dO'i yG cAnTik eN oRang NomOR dUa di UbER-nYa IndonEsia???" kELiatan BangEt dEh jAduLnya. nAh, pUmpunG mAsih nGGak jAuh2 bgT mA peRinGatAn 10 nOvEmbEr-aN, rAsa2nYa ngGak mULuk2 aMat kALau qT sebut aTLet2 IndoNesia sEbagaI "bUnGa bAngSA" iSn't iT??? SeCAra.. aRti PahlaWan iTu senDIri KAn "OraNg-oRang Yg bERJuAng nGebELa BangSa bUaT meNGhaRumKAn nAma BanGsa, tuL gAk???

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hAi, MaFidanDi maNia... kALi iNi qT bakaLan neRangin teNtang hOby Qt yAitU koLeksi Uang. uDah mAcem2 uAng qT kolEksi. mULai Dr uAng NegAra jIran, kAyak: rInggIt-nYa mALaysiA, doLLar-nYa honGkonG,EtC. Uang dR nEgeRi mAnca JUgA aDa, kAyak: rUpee-nYa iNdia, cEnt-nyA sIngaPore, eTc. samPe2 uAng gObanG jAmaN mAJapaHit duLu yAng CUMA bakAl yOu2 TeMUIn dI mUseUM jAdul jAman PeNjajaHan. 'n mAsiH baNyak Lagi yG laeN yG gk BisA qT SebUTIN oNe bY oNe(sAking BanYaknYa). So, kLo yOu2 sEmua tERtarik gAbuNg aJa ma Qt2, kEy???